The Day that Started the Motion...

this year has been by far the best year for me in so many ways.
in the letting go...in the embrace of a new kind of love...in the faithfulness and desire to want something so badly but not really knowing what that was...but wanting so desperately to just GO!...
well on March 30th everything changed...i received a call from Rachel at kamp...i was simply thinking that she was lettin me know that she would be a reference for me for the Kanakuk Institute...that was only half of it...she preceded to tell me that because of all the change of staff they were still praying about leadership for this summer...it was at that moment that the tears came...i knew that after yearning and seeking my Savior solely over this year that He had been faithful...i had received the phone call i had longed for my whole life-to be on leadership at kamp!!...i knew that it was only by Him alone that i could ever be in such a position...4 days later i received a call from Marissa saying that i had been accepted to the Institute!!...i can not even express the joy that overwhelmed me in those days...and they still are!!...well we had an incredible leadership weekend and i had known for a while that God was telling me that this summer was gonna be one like never before...there was a sudden urgency before i knew that i was gonna be a part of it to fight for that place that i call me summer home...to know that there is every reason in the world that that place is continuing to be so strong...and not by anyone but the Lord!!...His amazing love and restoration that has fallen on that place is incredible and im so so blessed to get to be a part of it!!...so after thinking that i would be in another country by january i realize now that He meant K-Kountry!!...How amazing is He!!...so for the next year i will be living in Branson, Missouri and i can hardly wait!!